me against the worldd

2005-09-17T19:44:00.000-07:00

soz. today was average; studied enough but not overboard i guess. hee. i have decided to go with a new lifestyle- if its over; let it go. becos lets say if we fought; and one party is not ever willing to forgive the other we might as well just let it go- but we should try first. why am i spouting this nonsense? haha. becos i believe it. i think that they should just let it go. but they can hate me if they want. ^^ everyone has a choice right? i mean. God, gives us a choice; a choice for better or a choice for worse. Plus God also says to forgive thy neighbour and love thy enemy. so.. i guess i'm supposed to love shina and ck's cousin. bleghs. it'll be hard. hhahaha. i think ppl who spam ppl's tagboards with vulgarities and slander of the owner have nothing better to do. ^^. plus, its low down and cowardly to do. i would just go out straight and tell that person who i am. unless that kind of person is afraid that i will hate them so they attack me underhandedly which is weird becos i don't believe in hating people. -if its over let it go.

reply to tags;

suaige: heys. it doesn't matter; that person can just go on slandering me i don't really mind. ^^ everyone has their own perspective so its not really affectingme

peeperpasser:i seriously think you have a problem. who goes around putting vulgarities and slandering ppl's tagboards? but you can go ahead anyway. it just fills up my tagboard. i like it! so go on that way. ^^. and if i suck to you, then i do. and if you think i suck up go ahead and think that. and if i did something wrong to you i'm quite sure i would have apologised so why can't you just let go of the past and move on. stop holding grudges against ppl. i can't tell you what to do but thats a piece of advice. no one really cares of what you said becos they don't know who you are.

super long reply!

choe: i love you too! see you in school!

hehe

2005-09-17T13:08:00.000-07:00

OH YEA. i forgot one more thing..

our invigilator was FAT so thats why they had to space out the tables so far. cause SOME PPL might be fat, and need space to PASS THRU! ahaha. funny. LOLL. sorry. madd from stress. hee. i skipped tennis. cause. my mom wanted me to study at home. then. i'm updating my fic now ariel ^^. soz. i can't wait for stupid dumb psle to be over. YAYNESS. i like found my photo album! woohoo! and that chikiri guy is damn cute lorrs. but of course hotohori will always be the NUMBER ONE! hehee. yawns. so. pretty much studied the whole day...

reply to tags;

emelyn chew: whadd the.. hi emelyn! i linked you liaos. i don't like christy btw.
you are retarded. don't worry i will TRY to beat merrilyn

ariel:don't worry too much about the exam ^.^, that passage was HARD. the last one was damn easy lorrs.

provoke-me: i know who you are. whahahaha.

ben: you are super evil lorrs. hehe. anyway. anon's just got a lil psycho probs. no worries. hee. anyways. I AGREE. the invigilator* note the spelling IS fat.

suaige: hey. don't worry about me larrs. i'm not affected by that anonn..

DONE.

i never wanna see you sad, gurl.

listening comprehension.

2005-09-16T13:22:00.000-07:00

i got a few qs wrong but nothing matters really. heehee. i know where i stand now. but its ok. its alright. i still love them anyway. they're all nice ppl. even tho they maybe treating me not so nicely as before.. but its all to do with the way you look at things. so isn't it better to take a positive outlook. hmmmm. warheads spray rocks. i dont care how hated i am. it doesn't matter. but i just wish ppl could tell me the truth- sometimes. oh well. whadd happened happened. -soo. today was ok i guess. its kinda amazing how ppl can hide their dislike for some one just cause they dont want that some one to hate them. but i know. they didn't do a good enuff job of covering up. but. i said i wouldn't hate them. and i won't. they can do whatever they want to me. but i wont hate them. maybe someday, i'll find out the truth. but its not now at least. not today.. so if its over let it go.. so yesterday. so yesterday. why do i still like this song?! AJNCTs lives. so i suppose he was right. so right. i dont understand how ppl can understand them so well. its so hard.. sorry seems to be the hardest word. but i can't turn back time, i can't take back what i've said. i only can say sorry. and if you think i'm a bitch. so be it. think whatever way you like. its your life. not mine. k. reply to tags..

replies.

suaige: whatever man! you hurry up read the comicx. nic wants it backk. then we can borrow SHAMAN KING from cuckoo. k? stupid.

greg: can't tell you. but i bet you already know. so never mind. heehee.

to anon: go ahead and keep doing b i t c h on my tagboard. i dont mind. have fun ^.^

to merg: don't worry i wont tell HIM.

riel: who's the WONDERFUL VISITOR?!! lolls. i editted the third chap since you said they broke up so fast.

to the person who has been helping me thru: you were right. but it doesn't matter. they just hide it below. but i'm ok. i'm happy.... i believe so.

to the ppl: tell the truth. it won't do anything to me right?? hiding the truth yet letting me know will make me hate you. i rather know, than to know something false.

PSLE IS SOON!

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL

2005-09-12T14:21:00.000-07:00

i forgot to do half the process skills. but luckily janell finished it all. ((: so i like copied everything down. YES! and her answers should be correct. okay. then uhmm like. i was late for prefect duty. but not that late. i managed to switch off all the lights before the stupid song came on. then i closed all the doors and all. before the song ended. not bad right. hhaa. then i went to visit rachel dear. and her partner. uhm. michelle. yea. there was a spider and i was being spas trying to geddid. and i had to hide cause uhm. stupid anna's partner will keep trying to complain to mrs david or abi. so. uhmm. chi was pretty fun. our teachers nice thats why. her name is mdm liu biting. cept you're supposed to pronounce it as uhm. bee ting. but everyone calls her biting so.. hmmm. emmeliene told me that merg likes .. hehe. i must say he is way too dark and he talks weirdly. yupp. music was fun. cept i had to lugg all the handchimes up to level 4. damn. and me, madeline and ben started tokking about shina's issues. well. i hafta admit. she is mental. ss was a waste of time we did nothing. and i am a half member of whadds it called again. cant remember so never mind. ahha. then recess was funn. i went with jan, grace , faye and rach. and rach gave me the neoprint. on the day that i missed out. )): cause of stupid tournament. hha. then janell was like boxing some thing.. hehe. kk. then like. i ate superly fast. so i had ta wait for the slowpokes. and english was crap. there was thie SURVEY. which was still sianded. yea. yea. happy meal from macs rocks. haha. its so small and mini sized. haha.me and ju bought yest. maths was going thru all the prac papers and it was hard cause me and janell were trying to make a comic book without miss jay seeing us. and i hafta collect the pictures of my grp by fri. i haff no idea who is in my group. bleghhs. the bus ride sucked. clarissa keeps staring at me. so i stared back while i smsed. then. hmmms.kimberly was being stupid as usual and also the other ppl. then lunch which was great. as always. anyway. any meal of the day is great. no matter whadd i eat cept for instant noodles cause they suck. i am a person who is in love with food. yupp. oh wells.

shoutouts dear((:
choe:sorry i havent gotten you your prezz yet!
to the whadds it called club: i hate her enuff to be a member - i think?

OH OH. i forgot about pe. BLEGHHS. our teacher sucks. she stopped volleyball. whadd the hell. i wanted to play that game against group F. lorrs. bitch. now we are doing ultimate frisbee. and me and jan and grace and faye kept cheating. cause the teacher is sooo blurrified. haha. hmmmmm. cant wait. cant wait. for psle to be over.

up UP and AWAYY.

kalang

2005-09-11T18:59:00.000-07:00

FIRSTLY. we LOST to charlotte and pernilla thats like UGH. anyway. hmms. i'm getting sick. today was alright i guess. cept for this annoyying tagger. and also uhm, being ignored by the twins. but whadd to do. it was my fault. yea. ohhs. it was pretty fun. i met merrilyn's cousin. uhmmm whadds her name? emmeliene chew and all the little friends. and jia and tess and jia were there too. i was so pissed off when we lost. UGH. i mean. i din smash well nor whack well. and made loadsa miztakes.
SHOUTOUTS
carararah: hey gurl. don worry abt ahem. anyway. YOU are SPECIAL IN YOUR OWN WAY. and also *slapps*
him: i wasn't even tokking abt you. duhh.
rachachachachel: HAPPY BELATED BURFDAE.
didi:HAPPY EARLY BURFDAE. you pig. you got a friggin PSP. and i want it. and the strap and the ear piece.
all the p6es: GOOD LUCK FOR PSLE.
to all the dear tennis ppl: CONGRATS! ((:

TENNIS

2005-09-09T11:00:00.000-07:00

arghhs. i lost to matsumoto hikaru so badly. she started lobbing me so i got really annoyed. hmmms. i had fever last night. cause i was in the sun the whole day. ahah. xingting and audrey are CRAZY! haha. but soo funny.. hmmms. VEGGIE TALES. haha. anyway. todaysdoubles.. CANT WAIT. me and ju are the s'pore team.-red and white. LOLLX. anw anw. i cried. i cant believe it. i wasn't supposed to cry. blarrhs. hmmms. oh well. they are still pissed at me i guess. oh well. crying does make you feel better! ((: anyway. i'm happy.

SHOUTOUTS ((:

julienne:thanks for BEING THERE FOR ME!
xingting: if you like to talk to tomatoes.. if a something something makes you smile?
ahha. keke. hmmms short shoutouts today! haha. okko.

shoutouts

2005-09-07T16:46:00.000-07:00

uhmmm. anyways shoutouts.
ju:hello R2D2 we're gonna whoop Darth Vader's ass. and her YOUNG APPRENTICE. (x
lyn:your blog skins are nice- JIA YOU.
RACHEL CHOE: HAPPY EARLY BURFDAE!
uhmm all the tennisers who are playing STILL in pesta: GOOD LUCK!
and uhmm benavon: ahha. cause i'm sian nothing better to do.
like.. that frigging liar:you are forgiven.
justin:thanks for everything (:
to seekie: IMPOLITE DUDE.
uhmm and tessa: I WANNA GO SHANGHAI OPEN.
claudds: OH MY GOSH I SO DO NOT LIKE YOUR BRUDDER. ((:
sasha: GENE ROCKS! and SO DOES THE CHURCH CAMP THAT WE ARE GOING TO!
and all my p6ers dears: good luck psle is only a month away.
cara: i advise you to GO FULL FORCE AHEAD. (x

end of shoutouts. i love you.

hmms.

2005-09-07T14:27:00.000-07:00

why does my granpa still insist on givin me tuition everyday? grr. never mind cause then my granma always cooks some food thats real good or bring sweets. TODAY SHE BROUGHT TOFFEEES. YUMMY. I'M EATING ONE NOW. oh oh. the marks and spencers toffee! so hungry!

i dont wanna be

2005-09-07T11:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday training was soo fun. except for the part that. uhm. laura ignored me while she tokked to ju and tess. but i deserve that. anyway. ju and i were crappin in doubles prac. and. like. tessa and ju and i were laughing so much. weber's so funny. and coach shawn is fat. haha. anyways. like there was no physical. thank goodness. and after that me, ju, weber, nigel, auntie justina, my mom started bitching about how darth vather/khanika cheats. and uhm. coach weber was ASKIN ju why she din call ref. i wonder why too. anyways. uhmm. uhmm. SKITTLE BUBBLE GUM ROCKS! too bad i had to spidd it out. yupp yupp. okaye. that was yesterday. hehee.

today. had training with weber at eight. i didn wanna go cause i was so tired. anyway. it turned out to be quite okay.. actually fun. cause weber is soo funny. he keeps exgarreting- how to spell? everything i did wrong. then when seekie came after me. then like he said hi. budd me and weber din hear. so weber started off on this long tirade of what chris should do. so funny. oh well. i'm slacking. this skin rocks

i love the world.